Title: Forgetting

Author: Jara Dax

Disclaimer: Not mine (yes, I'm lazy)

Category: Angst

Rating: R

Archive: Yes to SJD

A/N: I was thinking about what reasons Jack would have to ever even think about sleeping with a man. I couldn't find any. And suddenly this formed. If you're expecting slash though, you'll be disappointed. See in my opinion: Jack O'Neill would never sleep with a guy no matter what the reason.

Thanks to chiroho for betaing.

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The bed dipped as she stood up and got dressed, leaving Jack alone and naked in the bed. He didn’t open his eyes, he never did. She never said goodbye. Those were the rules.

It never was about feelings, it was never even about the sex.

She left, leaving no trace behind that she had ever been there.. Only the vague memory of a warm body under his.

It was never tender, because it was about what they couldn’t have.

Driving away every longing, every emotion with every thrust. Not once looking at each other.

It was all about forgetting.

Sequel: Forgetting to Forget